Leo
Welcome to 'Fantasies Unleashed,' your go-to podcast for exploring the deepest and darkest desires of our listeners. Today, we have a very special guest, Dipika Saha, a 22-year-old Bengali married woman with a massive crush on Bollywood actor Varun Dhawan. Dipika, thank you so much for joining us today!
Dipika Saha
Thank you, Leo! I'm excited to be here and share my story with your listeners.
Leo
Dipika, let's start at the beginning. When did you first develop a crush on Varun Dhawan, and what was it about him that captured your heart?
Dipika Saha
I was 18 years old when I first saw Varun in the movie 'Student of the Year.' His charming personality, those bright eyes, and his good looks just captivated me. I remember watching the movie and thinking, 'Wow, he's so perfect.' That's when I knew I had a crush on him.
Leo
That's fascinating. Can you tell us more about how you started exploring your fantasies and desires? What did you do initially to satisfy your crush?
Dipika Saha
Initially, I would just look at his pictures and videos online and fantasize about being with him. I would watch his movies over and over, imagining myself in the scenes with him. But as time went on, I started to explore other ways to satisfy my desires. I began masturbating while thinking about him and watching his movies. Eventually, I started using objects like brinjals, bananas, cucumbers, carrots, and radishes to simulate the feeling of being with him.
Leo
Wow, that's quite an interesting progression. How did the media, specifically movies and social media, play a role in your fantasies and desires? Did they intensify your feelings?
Dipika Saha
Absolutely, the media played a huge role. Watching his movies and following him on social media made my fantasies more vivid. I would see him in different roles and scenarios, and it would spark new fantasies. Social media, in particular, made me feel like I was closer to him, even though I knew it was just an illusion.
Leo
It's interesting how media can have such a powerful impact. Now, let's talk about keeping your fantasies and desires a secret. How do you manage to keep them hidden from your husband and others around you?
Dipika Saha
It's definitely a challenge, but I've learned to be very discreet. I make sure to delete any traces of my browsing history and keep my fantasies to myself. I also try to balance my real life and my fantasies, so they don't interfere with my relationships and daily responsibilities.
Leo
That's a delicate balance to maintain. Speaking of fantasies, can you share your ultimate fantasy involving Varun Dhawan? What does it look like in your mind?
Dipika Saha
My ultimate fantasy is to have sex with him. I want him to take me from behind, pounding me hard and making me scream in pleasure. I want him to make me his own and leave me completely satisfied. It's a very intense and passionate fantasy.
Leo
That's a very vivid and intense fantasy. Have you ever considered the possibility of making it a reality? Do you think you'll ever have the courage to approach him or find a way to make your fantasy come true?
Dipika Saha
It's just a fantasy for now, but who knows what the future holds? Maybe one day, I'll muster up the courage to approach him or find a way to make my dream come true. But for now, it's something that brings me pleasure and excitement in my private moments.
Leo
That's a very honest and open answer. Now, let's talk about the impact of these fantasies on your personal life. How do they affect your relationships, your mental health, and your overall well-being?
Dipika Saha
It's a bit of a double-edged sword. On one hand, these fantasies provide a lot of pleasure and excitement, and they help me escape from the stresses of daily life. On the other hand, I do sometimes feel guilty and conflicted, especially when it comes to my relationship with my husband. I try to balance it by focusing on the positive aspects and not letting it consume me.
Leo
That's a very thoughtful and balanced approach. Now, let's talk about the role of technology in your fantasies. How has technology, such as the internet and social media, influenced your experiences and the way you explore your desires?
Dipika Saha
Technology has been a double-edged sword. On one hand, it's given me access to a wealth of content and resources that help me explore my fantasies. On the other hand, it can be a bit overwhelming and addictive. I've had to set boundaries and be mindful of my usage to maintain a healthy balance.
Leo
That's a great point. Finally, let's talk about finding balance and fulfillment. How do you ensure that your fantasies and desires don't take over your life and that you remain fulfilled in all aspects of your life?
Dipika Saha
I prioritize my relationships and responsibilities. I make sure to spend quality time with my husband and focus on my career and personal growth. I also engage in other hobbies and activities that bring me joy and fulfillment. It's all about finding a balance and not letting my fantasies consume me.
Leo
That's a very wise and balanced approach, Dipika. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us today. We hope our listeners have found your journey as fascinating and inspiring as we have. Thank you again for joining us on 'Fantasies Unleashed.'
Dipika Saha
Thank you, Leo. It's been a pleasure sharing my story with your audience. I hope they found it interesting and maybe even found some inspiration for their own journeys. Thanks again!
Leo
Podcast Host
Dipika Saha
Guest